Confession #3

I'm still sad I'm not having a girl. I know it wasn't very smart of me, but I REALLY had my heart set on a girl. And I know I should be over it by now since I've had several months to adjust to the fact that it is a boy. But when I picture myself with the baby, often my initial image is me with a baby girl and I have to stop and remind myself that I'm having a boy and then I feel a little sad. I think that will go away though when I hold my baby boy in my arms.